pits or fits?

(eliastahan)









(Nirrimi Joy Hakanson)

Sup. I still alive. Fret not, i haven't fallen off a cliff or got swarmed by a school of sharks. Again, i have no photos. I changed my skin anyway haha. I have no idea why my life is in such a critical state now. Everything keeps running towards me head first in all directions. As if i don't have enough problems on one hand, everyone else is falling apart too and i hate seeing people around me fall apart. I ignore my problems so often when it comes back for me, i feel like i'm losing, sliding down a spiral so steep i almost fall off the sides.

I'm grateful i have such amazing friends really.
ANYWAY. On a good note, my parents might be coming back today! Its been a month since i last saw them, i hope they drive both cars back this time so my brother can take me out for supper like, every night! I've been trying to diet as much as i can, i just like how 50 sounds though its impossible to be 50 cause i wouldn't have assets anymore! Not that i have a lot to offer but a little is better off than absolutely nothing isn't it? I have to clean up before my parents get back which i have been holding off for a couple of days now. My house has become a jungle, not really the physical change but more of audible. My brother has a pet skink and he bought crickets to feed it, they cannot stop cricking 26/9! Everytime i hear them, i look around to see if any of them have escaped which is quite ridiculous actually considering they're keep in an almost air tight container (i hope) . They make me so cautious.

My neighbour has been such an angel, she knows how we don't have a maid anymore and she is thinking of hiring one to share with us! I am so gonna talk my mom into hiring her part time to help spiff the house clean. Whatever i know i'm so lazy. I like cleaning but it requires a mood to do it! At least for me. I don't mind cleaning up my own messes but just not my brother's.

Also this has been irking me since last friday. Its been such a long time since someone has smiled at me and i literally felt like i was melting! To be honest, it felt really juvenile but i like! I sound so bimbotic but OMGOMGZ. The mystery boy is so adorable! Out of 3000 people and umteen lessons, i've only seen him once. I pray that luck's on my side!

I can't believe i'm listening to pitbull.
Hahaha its just so catchy! Someone slap me.